Quantity and quality – why choose?

There are so many things that I have wanted to write about in the past few weeks, but intense studying and life-living have made it practically impossible to update my own little cyber space.

- How can a person so outwardly keen on being a loyal boyfriend suck so much at it, and in public too? And how can so many people maintain the wrong idea about this person, when there are so many clues as to his real nature? Sometimes, people’swilling blindness amazes and astounds me. It really is quite incredible, the way the human mind works.

- Why is it that when you know you have little time left somewhere, you immediately start living life to its fullest, enjoying very moment, making the most ofevery encounter? And why is it that the encounters which have the most potential for beauty are the ones you make last, at the very last possible minute?

- How can people be so different? How can there be such vile and senseless beings on the one side, and on the other such radiant and admirable people? How is the evil in the world not balanced by the greater goodness? (I don’t actually believe in good vs. evil and the greater goodness, but some people whom I’ve met in the past 2 months have shown me why human beings have a tendency to believe in it.)

- My time in Bordeaux searching for an apartment was rendered really fun by new people whom I am very happy to know, will be a part of my life from now on.

- Why is it that guys you don’t give yourself to seem to want you forever? Even years later? I’v had a repetition of cases like this, and it gets frustrating that they can’t just get over it and be friends. Kiss and make up? No, they want kiss and make out….